the worst part
Jul. 10th, 2017 04:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
is getting old without you
the little wrinkles in the skin of my hands, you used to love them
the eyes that used to find yours don't have the sharpness anymore
that mind which used to only find silence with you, well it still screams
it hasn't aged a day, it has served as sentinel and not allowed a single
moment to pass
I wouldn't say parallel existence, but of a serialized pause left unchecked
how I could live if I let myself, who knows, perhaps ou have found a way
I think of another 9 years to pass and 9 more from there
if retirement should find me somewhere I've never been before I will still hold
the pain of not sharing it with you
no sunset
no satellite tracing in a black sky
no wonders inside or outside of the mind are so great
I miss you so much
the little wrinkles in the skin of my hands, you used to love them
the eyes that used to find yours don't have the sharpness anymore
that mind which used to only find silence with you, well it still screams
it hasn't aged a day, it has served as sentinel and not allowed a single
moment to pass
I wouldn't say parallel existence, but of a serialized pause left unchecked
how I could live if I let myself, who knows, perhaps ou have found a way
I think of another 9 years to pass and 9 more from there
if retirement should find me somewhere I've never been before I will still hold
the pain of not sharing it with you
no sunset
no satellite tracing in a black sky
no wonders inside or outside of the mind are so great
I miss you so much